It sucks so bad when you see through one's motives and what's behind his/her poker
face (and a darn fucked one!) yet you can't do anything about it. It's a lose-lose
situation. If you stay put, you'll suffer in the dark and watch the puppet master
pulling strings. If you make a move, you'll face dire consequences because you're no
better at schemes compared to him/her. I don't know which is worst! Perhaps the
first option is the high road to take. Silence is golden but with a loud mouth like mine,
it's only a matter of time I blabber shit out that's gon' get me into trouble.

One thing I love about Stefani, she's so outrageous and into your face when
she's doing her thing on the big stage. Seemed so unapproachable and diva-ish
but beneath the glamour she appreciates her fans so much. Whenever I watch her
interviews, she's like 'I love my fans so much, I owe it to them. thank you thank
you!' It's incredible how she puts away her poker face after performances and reverts
back to sincerity and gratefulness. No she doesn't state that she's humble because
if you're doing that, you are not anymore. You can feel sincerity and I feel Stefani's
through my laptop LOL
If only everyone's like her. Every celebrity, everyone. Even the ones I love.